Apparently, August just ended, which means hello ber-months!

I met my High School friends earlier to celebrate M's birthday at Moonleaf and at Classic Savory somewhere in Antipolo. It was fun to see them every once in a while to enjoy our kulitan moments. And being the paparazzi M and S ever were, we also heard some of the latest and prolly the juiciest chismax of the year! Loljk. Chismisan at its best. 

Sad to say, ever since we graduated from HS, we rarely hang out with complete members. Then through the years, we got used seeing just the 5 of our faces every time we get together. 'Yan tayo eh, reach out reach out din 'pag may time para kumpleto. But noooooo, little did we know, bridges were already burned. 

Communication has always been a two-way process. Once the other party lost connection, you wouldn't be able to reach them. Kahit sa ibabaw ka pa ng Mt. Everest maghanap ng signal, kung ayaw ka nila kausapin, edi wala. :D

So allow me to take this moment and sulk in sadness as I (or we) realized that, well, obviously we lost a friend. Not that it's said verbally, but it's something we've all felt for quite some time. I have to admit my heart sunk deep because we've always been partners in class, copied each other's answers, burned the telephone lines from telebabad nights, shared darkest secrets, and more. I remember the retreat letter you gave to me when we were in 4th year. You placed big and small ribbons on top of the letters which indicate how close you are to the recipient. Mine was a big ribbon. :)

We were close friends. Maybe even best friends if you consider it that way. I don't mind.

Maybe I'm just being silly and overthinking. Baka nagaassume lang pala ako and it's not what I think it is pala. Then again, maybe you're already a ghost of my past. See how many "maybes" I said? I'm that unceratin haha.

But at the end of the day, people still change.Change is the only constant thing in this universe. 

Despite all that, I will try my best not to hold any grudges. I still hope one day you will realize we will always be here if you changed your mind. 

~ 

K, I wish you and your baby, if we are not mistaken, well and healthy.